I've bee feeding the dead horse for quite a while now, hoping for it to turn back alive for once again, and walking on its feet again. And that it al will be as a couple months ago, (Around the Christmas holidays). That was a wonderful time. But even that time was just a glimp of the times we've had before. we laughed, turned crazy, and felt happy (at least I did).
But now I have the feeling that after every time I spend some time with it, it dies a little more, like everything that we've ever had is gone, the friendship, the affection, the love?. The only feeling that is left over is a feeling of sadness and misunderstanding.
But also hope, and thank god there is hope, because without hope there is just nothing to live for, in every aspect of life.
Here in the Netherlands we have a saying for that: "uiteindelijk komt alles op z'n pootjes terecht".
"eventually everything will turn back on it feet again".
-I hope you read this.
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