Ready for freedom!

Yesterday I Signed up for my motorcycle drivers licence, and I'm quite happy about it.
Because this means that I will drive around Europe on a Bad ass shiny motorcycle with pipes loud as hell! ( if I have saved enough xD).
So I'm already dreaming of the type of motorcycle I want to buy, and I think its gonna be a Honda Shadow 750 ACE.

Anyway, I hope that it all will turn out good, and that I will drive within a year.
(wish me luck!)

Don't stop believing

Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere

A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/j/journey/dont+stop+believin_20075670.html ]
(Chorus)
Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlights people, living just to find emotion
Hiding, somewhere in the night.

Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice,
Just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

(Chorus)

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlights people

Don't stop believin'
Hold on
Streetlight people

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlights people

Feeding a dead horse

I've bee feeding the dead horse for quite a while now, hoping for it to turn back alive for once again, and walking on its feet again. And that it al will be as a couple months ago, (Around the Christmas holidays). That was a wonderful time. But even that time was just a glimp of the times we've had before. we laughed, turned crazy, and felt happy (at least I did).
But now I have the feeling that after every time I spend some time with it, it dies a little more, like everything that we've ever had is gone, the friendship, the affection, the love?. The only feeling that is left over is a feeling of sadness and misunderstanding.
But also hope, and thank god there is hope, because without hope there is just nothing to live for, in every aspect of life.
Here in the Netherlands we have a saying for that: "uiteindelijk komt alles  op z'n pootjes terecht".
"eventually everything will turn back on it feet again".

 -I hope you read this.