Buying champagne on a Budweizer budget.

That's how life should be.

Ready for freedom!

Yesterday I Signed up for my motorcycle drivers licence, and I'm quite happy about it.
Because this means that I will drive around Europe on a Bad ass shiny motorcycle with pipes loud as hell! ( if I have saved enough xD).
So I'm already dreaming of the type of motorcycle I want to buy, and I think its gonna be a Honda Shadow 750 ACE.

Anyway, I hope that it all will turn out good, and that I will drive within a year.
(wish me luck!)

Don't stop believing

Just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere

A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/j/journey/dont+stop+believin_20075670.html ]
(Chorus)
Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlights people, living just to find emotion
Hiding, somewhere in the night.

Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice,
Just one more time
Some will win, some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

(Chorus)

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlights people

Don't stop believin'
Hold on
Streetlight people

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to the feelin'
Streetlights people

Feeding a dead horse

I've bee feeding the dead horse for quite a while now, hoping for it to turn back alive for once again, and walking on its feet again. And that it al will be as a couple months ago, (Around the Christmas holidays). That was a wonderful time. But even that time was just a glimp of the times we've had before. we laughed, turned crazy, and felt happy (at least I did).
But now I have the feeling that after every time I spend some time with it, it dies a little more, like everything that we've ever had is gone, the friendship, the affection, the love?. The only feeling that is left over is a feeling of sadness and misunderstanding.
But also hope, and thank god there is hope, because without hope there is just nothing to live for, in every aspect of life.
Here in the Netherlands we have a saying for that: "uiteindelijk komt alles  op z'n pootjes terecht".
"eventually everything will turn back on it feet again".

 -I hope you read this.

Oh line

Have you ever noticed that we're all surrounded by s a mysterious and thin line that  swallows all the light en happiness of the day? And that every night? I once looked at it, how it swallowed the sun, the clouds and with that, the day, my day. My world turned into darkness, with stars, a moon, and creepy figures. I walked in that darkness of quite a time, thinking where my light went, my peace, my love. I wandered around looking for a save place, but I never found one. Until a thin strip of light appeared on that same line, but on the other side of me, an that line kept growing and growing... until it was new day, my new day.


Oh horizon.

Hello doctor, I want a second me.

I've never been so busy with school work like the last days.
normally I've got like two or three big projects per period, (9 weeks). And now I've got 5 BIG projects, technical drawings, guitar projects, managments projects, and that's just one side of it!
So please doctor I need another me to help me!

I guess I'm just one of

the headless children.